I actually like being in this room. Sunshine all day, and moonlight at night. Maybe it has to do with previously being such an outdoorsy type.

Spend summers at a small lake growing up. Sunbathe, fish, swim, read all day, Hang out on the pier or beach at nights around the bonfire.

Still went camping, etc all the time till the disability stuff. My house had a fireplace in the backyard on the patio. With the fountain, fire, grasses blowing, the nights were so peaceful. And days, even after the disability, I could sit out there in the sun, watch all the birds and butterflies I'd planted for, listen to the fountain while reading, or listening to podcasts and audiobooks, and music. It was a haven to me.

I miss it.