I can do this - I know I can

[danceswithgary]

Writing has been so difficult for me lately. My brain flits from story to story, never landing long enough for more than a sentence or two before taking off again. I know that a lot of it is due to being ill and issues with work - and the attendant depression, but that doesn't stop it from happening. Still, I'm close to finishing a 'supah sekrit' art/fic collaboration project that has been in the works for months. Really close, like 6-7 paragraphs from done.

That would be the final *^*&%$E sex scene, of course.

*sigh*

I occasionally ask myself in an incredibly whiny rasp, 'Why do I write anything above PG-13?'

Can we say masochist?

Well, I could if I could actually TALK. Six more weeks until I see the next specialist for the amazing missing voice. It's been almost a year since this started and it got old months ago.

Enough of that.

Back to Clark and Lex and sex. *grin*

Comments

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

Writing sex scenes always suck, writing the final bits is always like pulling teeth, and sometimes it hardly seems worth the pain. Unless it's Clark and sex....

*more hugs*

[danceswithgary]

Thanks, it does seem positively painful, even when you're working with beautiful boys. I did it, though, I finished it and now maybe I can tackle The Seeds of Change and finish that one. :-D

[gyri.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear that you'd lost your voice! I hope you get it back soon, it must be disturbing not to know the cause.

*hugs*

I do love your writing, and can't wait to read this new fic. I wish I could be so creative. :-)

[danceswithgary]

The voice problem has been going on forever. I'll be thrilled if they figure it out so I can go back to recording stories. :-D

[lexalicious70.livejournal.com]

*HUG* Hang in there, hon. It's a process, and God knows it's not always an easy one! But I totally understand how you feel.

And ooo, looking forward to the results of the project! *Hopes it's Clex*

I hope you get your medical issues sorted out soon. They're no fun!

[danceswithgary]

I hold no hope on the medical front, but I managed to finish the story. Now it's up to my collaborators. It just feels good to move it to the done side of the list. :-D

[ender24]

I am totally looking forward to your "supah sekrit' art/fic collaboration project "!!!

*kicks your illness and your voice*

[danceswithgary]

I hope everyone will be able to enjoy it soon. Thanks! :-D

[rosy5000.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Sorry you're still having problems with your voice. :( Hope the specialist can figure something out.

[danceswithgary]

I have no idea what they'll be able to do, but at least they'll have explored it thoroughly before they shrug and send me away still broken. *sigh*

At least the story finished and waiting for the go ahead to post public. :-D

[selinamoonfire.livejournal.com]

*HUGS* I'm sorry about all the stress and your voice still not returning. I keep thinking positive thoughts for you.

Oooh...supah sekrit projects! Sounds exciting! :D

[danceswithgary]

I'll take all the positive thoughts I can get. *hugs*

I hope everyone will get to see the results of the project soon. :-D