That's the way I am
Aug. 20th, 2015 08:32 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
danceswithgaryI make a post about posting more, then I disappear again. *rolls eyes*
There's a good reason, really. I'm completely absorbed in a new game called SkyForge. It keeps me so well-occupied that it took me 10 days to figure out why my pain had spiraled so out-of-control that I was downing entirely too many of the opiates I try to avoid. I tend to withdraw even more when that happens and my depression was taking over when I discovered I'd loaded my pillboxes wrong, halving my dosage of Wellbutrin. Doh!
A week later and I'm slowly returning to a more reasonable level of pain and fatigue.
Gary is also hanging around for a while, after being away most of the summer on motorcycle trips and in LA with his family. Now he's buzzing about taking care of all of the chores he put off. Perhaps he'll also finally manage to sell one of his THREE motorcycles. He promised he would when I said he could get the latest one for back road biking in the wilds of Canada
Sometimes I think there's a sign above my head flashing PUSHOVER.
It's more like I live vicariously through him and his travels and can't deny him his fun just because I can't anymore.
He does bring back great photos. :-D
There's a good reason, really. I'm completely absorbed in a new game called SkyForge. It keeps me so well-occupied that it took me 10 days to figure out why my pain had spiraled so out-of-control that I was downing entirely too many of the opiates I try to avoid. I tend to withdraw even more when that happens and my depression was taking over when I discovered I'd loaded my pillboxes wrong, halving my dosage of Wellbutrin. Doh!
A week later and I'm slowly returning to a more reasonable level of pain and fatigue.
Gary is also hanging around for a while, after being away most of the summer on motorcycle trips and in LA with his family. Now he's buzzing about taking care of all of the chores he put off. Perhaps he'll also finally manage to sell one of his THREE motorcycles. He promised he would when I said he could get the latest one for back road biking in the wilds of Canada
Sometimes I think there's a sign above my head flashing PUSHOVER.
It's more like I live vicariously through him and his travels and can't deny him his fun just because I can't anymore.
He does bring back great photos. :-D